Missing mom

It's been a month since my mom passed away last month. The loneliness still there, the memory is still fresh. Still questioning why, what ifs.

Life has been though since then... Still need adjustment. My conscious mind knows I need to move on yet it's not as easy as that. To make it worse, I'm in the middle of vacation yet unable to enjoy it even a bit...

My feeling right know is like rollercoaster. I laugh, I cry... Huffffff it's really tough... She's the most important person in my life. Now, I felt lost because I don't have no place to go to when I need justification in my life.

Love you mom, love you always... Why you have to leave me this early, but I'm sure that now you are in better place without pain and sadness.

Bye my sweet mom,

Until we meet again.